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Someone over me

Pain resurfaces
after midnight
and sometimes
flow out of my eyes
then leave me numb
peeling me out of 
the dark
into the absinthe
of evil insecurities.

Unheralded,
epiphanies settle in
everyone will always 
choose someone
over me
Someone more beautiful
Someone more worthy
Someone 
better
over
me
always.









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